hey..

-first day of school-

stupid new uniform felt weird on me.. haha. i woke up and actually felt good abt school. besides its the first day and not like we starting to study..

saw kristian brother first thing.. lol. funny person, look abit like kristian only. the face.

still haven see chinghui yiwei and jessica sis~ cool that so many of their siblings are in DHS.

yea.. teachers. LU is still 4a's form teacher. dunno la, seriously dun wan to think.
ms fan or pang for maths,
still ms goh for chem SIGH
ms wong for physics
forgot the rest.. i just know overally not too good.. i personally feel..

haha, from morning i was very hyper already. cos its HAM time.. we gossiped and talked alotalot.. wow things changed alot.. heart attack haha.. nvm..

best moment got mich christmas gift.. n shuang disney gifts.. yes i love ur stickers kae.. n also de keychain which is now proudly on my pencilbox.. n de notebook.. thanks meryl also for the bracelet thing.. so didnt expect it.. touched i am~ :) n sally's sudden postcard.. haha...

after school, sec2 fall in n i took pictures with them at 5 spots. first time i lie down on grass.. haha. my squad. yah things i scared to say here la.. in case they read or anything. shan't say.

then is take pics with sec4squad my squad. yah NC had a greattt time saying me pretty n they ugliest in world, MICH IS. haha.. alot of crap lah. very nice n fun crap that i miss.. BEST THING TODAY next to HAM. friday outing woohoots~!!

why friday outing. let me tell you.
monday-sj today
tuesday-sj orientation
wednesday-sj orientation
thursday-sj orientation
saturday-sj farewell n nc talk
sunday-sj SNCO stuff

woooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

yah.. after taking alot of lame photos, jx talked. then they went home i did sec2 stuff in sch till dad fetch.

first thing, he say hows ur day
i say its boring. actually its not. but the last part was. so i just said it was boring.
then he said " boring still stay in school till so late" ( it was about 6pm )
i said " boring n stay in sch till late got no link"
" not i want to right. i no choice right"

then he KBKBKBKBKBKBKBKB

like i have a choice right.

seriously, i am so stuck. i dun know how to live my this yr's life. shd i already start studying to please dad, mum, n to just be responsible for work. or can i still be playing, wad abt sj.

i am wondering abt NC. wad abt NC. wad abt this saturday. ohman life is terrible when u start thinking. i can still carry on, i a not bored or anything. but talk to my DAD lah. talk to my STUDIES n my brains. i'm not going to flop sec4 like i flop sec3 with 19points in 3a. this is a brand new start.

oh and LU talked to LPL. volunterrily. we nv say anything lor. 3a nc nv say anything lor.



yah.. random thots. i am just typing out everything i feel. maybe i shd stop thinking yah. only first day of school. god pls give me strength this year. i need it so badly.